I often steal or sneak a peek on my lover’s phone when he’s in the shower. I do this all the time now. Before it locks, I am there. One day I found some emails in his archives. It involved a female friend of his that secretly had an abortion with her lover of many years. I believe that child was his but only know when manic they both often had *** together when he visited her. He says he can’t ha...

So, I'm going to try to write a text here but I don't really know where to start because I'm not good at it, but I need to vent and "talk to someone", even if no one responds. I feel like I'm very self-destructive, I don't care much about myself or what happens to me. I do not think about the consequences either. Sometimes I think it could be a thing of age and youth (25M), but I don't know if...

This confession is for my parents. Last year I gave an entrance exam, ie IIT JEE. I prepared well for it and was confident that I will crack it. But at the time of examination, I got blank! I just baffled. I didn't knew what to do. After some time, I got relaxed and just marked most of the answers randomly. I was disdained by my performance. I was not sure about my result. I felt gawky. But when I...

I hate this. I don’t want to see what I’m writing. it’s weird to see my thoughts anywhere. Every day, An, I wake up with the incredible feeling of breaking my head and gouging out my eyes. I hate myself. Every day it hurts more and more to look at you. It hurts me that I can’t get close to you and it hurts me that I’m afraid you don’t love me anymore. I never meant for us to be apart. I guess this...

I 39m was last person to hold my 7w daughter. Before finding her dead next to me on the couch. When I found out we were having another child, so close in age to my first born. I was nervous, we were barely getting by. But I always wanted more than one kid, when I found out I was having another girl, I accepted I'd be a girl dad. And so the planning began. We had got rid of all of our first d...

Alright, so here's the deal: I'm 16 years old (Too young for this website? Oh well, I'm using my sister's email and DOB. Anyways...), and I've been homeschooled all my life. I've been raised as a Christian - or so my parents think - which means I go to church regularly. Aside from that, visiting family, and complimenting someone's shoes in a grocery store, I've had very little social life. Tha...

I’ve had a crush on this girl since 7th grade. Didn’t actually get to know her as a person until freshman year of HS. We became close friends, but she eventually started avoiding me. It made me sad for the most part until the last day of my freshman year. Some part of me was hoping that she’d at least say goodbye to me or wish me a good summer break. She didn’t. I saw that she had a matching henna...

Hey yall, I'm a 22-year-old female, finally coming to grips with the hidden cost of being p***ively suicidal and depressed. I've been depressed ever since I was 10 years old, and I went through immense childhood abuse, and I planned on dying at 18. I was homeless at the time and crashing on couches, and I went to college because I had to. I went to art school because I was deeply depressed a...

I (24f) have discovered that I get incredibly aroused when I'm working because...well, I really love my job. I've always had some "wires crossed" in my brain where general excitement (e.g. being really happy or interested in something) can switch on the aroused part of my brain despite not even thinking about ***. I won't say what my exact job is but it involves an element of coding, spreads...

I got into the house of my neighbors and I sole them their 3 TVs, one PlayStation and their microwave. I hid it under my bed for a week before i put them in the garden of another neighbor. I wonder if the stuff got found?!

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So my parents have a pretty Persian cat, appropriately named Purrsia. They adopted her about 10 years ago, she was a stray and after feeding her and caring for her my mom officially adopted her. She was probably on her own for a while, was feral and wild. It took effort by my mom to get her somewhat friendly and relatively housebroken. She at first wouldn't let anyone pet her, barely let my mom...

I keep on daydreaming about.. terrorist **** basically. I want to stop the world from ending, and the only way to do that is to get rid of the parasite on life that is humanity. I know I'm not smart enough or powerful enough to do so, but it's all I want to do. I think about how it would be if this was a story and I was the 'villain' in the context of the story. It wouldn't matter if I was right o...

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I Am Derrick from adenta and am currently owning my own workshop as a welder. I was in a relationship with this lady who happened to be my cl***mate back from school, she was a really sweet woman and we had a plan of settling down next year and even went for a wedding list from her parents. Well things started heating up when my job went bad to worse a year by now and my rent was also up and so i...

Please I need advice on what to do. I just completed SHS. I checked my results and they were very good. But during school time, anytime I brought the idea of furthering my education to my father he will brush it off. I have now completed and when I brought it up he told me he is sending me to the nursing training although I am not interested. I wanted to go to the university. I cried yesterday saa...

So recently I have always struggled with my mental health and I’ve decided I want to change that. I didn’t have the worst childhood but it wasn’t great. My therapist has linked certain events in my life to different traits I currently have, explaining why I think the way I do. Randomly, I remembered an event when I was about 7/8 years old. I was with a friend who was about a year older. They had a...