i do nothing all day but eat, sleep

2 years ago

My constant, sloth like state disgusts me. im a 17 year old male living in england currently and i hate myself. i hate my life. im constantly in a state of boredom, but im too lazy to do anything, im not at college because i cant be bothered having to try to achieve something, i was recently in a relationship with a girl who i thought i loved, but she wanted me to go out every day and i dont want...

Am I taking things out of proportion?

2 years ago

My friend told me I will get advice here. I am F(26). A year ago I met a man(29). He is just perfect in everyway. We started dating and honestly I have no complaints. We bonded over our mutual love for culture and tradition and our Ghanaian heritage. Things were so good between us and my family loves him. He suggested we visit his family in the village which I agreed. We were supposed to spend t...

i dont think i will ever be happy.

4 months ago

Hello, i am writing this because i dont know where else to turn. I struggle with a lot of mental problems. Autism, ADHD, PMDD, and most of all bipolar disorder. I am on medication for my bipolar disorder but not for anything else. My appointment to get rediagnosed with adhd is two full months away. It lapsed when i turned 18. Im 22 now and i have been suffering without medication because i was too...

i did something wrong

4 months ago

throw away acc bc yes sorry for the grammar i suck... so i made a post about me cutting more and a dude texted me and asked to see my cuts. i asked why wnd he told me just do it and i did. later i was venting about my mum and he tells me to go cut. everytime i vent he says go cut. i end up cutting bc that's all i can do atp. a few days ago he stopped texting and im just so confused. i did wh...

What is the most disgusting thing you ever had to do as a doctor or nurse?

2 years ago

What is the most disgusting thing you ever had to do as a doctor or nurse?

doctor nurse

idk what to title this

1 year ago

i feel myself falling inlove with this boy, hes everything anyone would need in a partner. ik im only 15 but these are such big emotions, like i feel my body fill up with happiness when i think of him. we haven't even kissed and today was my 2nd time actually hanging out with him but i just feel so safe beside him. i want to be next to him forever, im so alert when im next to him, its kinda like i...

I prefer fat guys.

4 months ago

It's not a fetish, I've been asked if it is, it's not. But anyway, every guy I've dated has been chubby I'm not against dating skinny/average/fit guys or anything, if my soulmate happens to be one of those I'm not going to be upset if they aren't chubby, but I really prefer if he is. I just love how cuddly they are, and the physical size difference since I'm 100lbs and pretty short. I also general...

I Hate Social People

10 months ago

I hate everything about them. Hearing them complain about their stupid problems and talk about their vain, shallow, and pathetic lives makes me irrationally angry. It’s like hearing a billionaire whine about how “”isolating”” being rich is. I hate social females especially, particularly those with boyfriends because all they talk about is their stupid ****ing boyfriends. I can get no peace from th...

I still love you, and it hurts more and more as each day passes by.

2 years ago

I hate this. I don’t want to see what I’m writing. it’s weird to see my thoughts anywhere. Every day, An, I wake up with the incredible feeling of breaking my head and gouging out my eyes. I hate myself. Every day it hurts more and more to look at you. It hurts me that I can’t get close to you and it hurts me that I’m afraid you don’t love me anymore. I never meant for us to be apart. I guess this...

Let's be honest teachers

4 months ago

Were all anonymous, so how many of us have stayed faithful, and how many of us have had affairs at your school

I just want to die

2 years ago

I'm tired. Really tired. Doubling my anti depressant dosage gave 4 days of not feeling suicidal. 4 days. Idk what to do anymore. Meds can't make me happy, people can't make me happy, video games can't make me happy, hobbies can't make me happy. I'm just tired.

I’m only here on this planet to protect my kids.

4 months ago

I’m only here on this planet to protect my kids. That’s it. That’s the confession..

Because I am not allowed to smoke

2 years ago

Because I am not allowed to smoke, me and a friend of mine meet once a day in our near park to smoke a cigarette. We always put the snags in a plastic bag and throw them in a rubbish bin. A few days ago a fire occured in that park. One of our cigarettes kept glowing and set the bin on fire, a few trees and some bushes got also burnt down and now the police and everyone is looking for those person...

Married young

1 year ago

My wife and I were married when she was 17 and I was 19. We had our first son at 19 and 21. After our son was born my wife put him first in our lives. I was denied *** over and over until out of frustration I found a girlfriend. My girlfriend didn’t know I was married at the time. One day when my wife was visiting her parents with the baby I took my girlfriend home to grab something I had forgotte...

My daughter died in my arms and it's my fault.

4 months ago

I 39m was last person to hold my 7w daughter. Before finding her dead next to me on the couch. When I found out we were having another child, so close in age to my first born. I was nervous, we were barely getting by. But I always wanted more than one kid, when I found out I was having another girl, I accepted I'd be a girl dad. And so the planning began. We had got rid of all of our first d...