Hello, i am writing this because i dont know where else to turn. I struggle with a lot of mental problems. Autism, ADHD, PMDD, and most of all bipolar disorder. I am on medication for my bipolar disorder but not for anything else. My appointment to get rediagnosed with adhd is two full months away. It lapsed when i turned 18. Im 22 now and i have been suffering without medication because i was too...

throw away acc bc yes sorry for the grammar i suck... so i made a post about me cutting more and a dude texted me and asked to see my cuts. i asked why wnd he told me just do it and i did. later i was venting about my mum and he tells me to go cut. everytime i vent he says go cut. i end up cutting bc that's all i can do atp. a few days ago he stopped texting and im just so confused. i did wh...

So recently I have always struggled with my mental health and I’ve decided I want to change that. I didn’t have the worst childhood but it wasn’t great. My therapist has linked certain events in my life to different traits I currently have, explaining why I think the way I do. Randomly, I remembered an event when I was about 7/8 years old. I was with a friend who was about a year older. They had a...

Last week I visited a prostitute, this is not a random event for me. It has been a deep source of shame anger and embarr***ment plus financial worries. I lost the connection between love and *** a long time back, it started as a foreign adventure and become more local, closer to home when a consultant psychiatrist suggested visiting my ex girlfriend in Hong Kong may not be the best move 2 months a...

I’m only here on this planet to protect my kids. That’s it. That’s the confession..

Both my parents are Latino, mom is 40 and my dad is 43. They’ve been married for 20 years. A couple days ago I saw some very ***ual explicit messages on my mom’s phone from another guy who I recognized to be younger white guy around my neighborhood. I’m conflicted on what to do…

There was an nypd cop near me that locked his 8 yr old kid in the garage and the kid froze to death

Were all anonymous, so how many of us have stayed faithful, and how many of us have had affairs at your school

I admire both her and her husband a lot… we’re all musicians who are all part of the same local music scene. I’m going through a separation right now, and found comfort in talking with her over text for a few months now. We were both drunk the other night and she texted me and asked to get an Uber to see me… I was honestly reluctant at the time, but I let my guard down and went through with it. We...

In the Jewish community, they perform gay marriages. They have been doing this since like the 60s. So my uncle was married to a man in a synagogue years before gay marriage was legalised. He married when I was like 12. The thing is, Jews are marginalised, so they'll just ignore civil law if they feel like it. So the way I grew up, Jewish gay marriage law was respected over civil "gay marriag...

I hate everything about them. Hearing them complain about their stupid problems and talk about their vain, shallow, and pathetic lives makes me irrationally angry. It’s like hearing a billionaire whine about how “”isolating”” being rich is. I hate social females especially, particularly those with boyfriends because all they talk about is their stupid ****ing boyfriends. I can get no peace from th...

I helped a girl last year and was quite selfless in doing so. I saw she was manipulative about things after I started helping her. Before we were just two people with similarities in life and the same age from the same boring city and so on. She never hinted at needing anything ever and we just talked as two people attempting to be friends. However, when we first met I thought we were similar a...

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Just a waste of time. I was better off when I had no friends. A lot of people only want to be supported but don’t want to support others. I always pretend to be interested in the s/hit my friends are into and they never do the same for me. I have to listen to the same sob stories from them over and over again and they expect me to comfort them. I don’t give a f/uck about their stupid family issues...

I used to sell painkillers when I was in my early 20s to pay a debt I owed. It wasn’t any big deal as what I was selling was minor compared to some of my ***ociates. I didn’t care being opportunists and easy money. A friend sold H. He had me hold the H for him while a cop was following him constantly. I was having a bad day after a girl I was with cheated on me. I wound up doing a quarter of...

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I keep on daydreaming about.. terrorist **** basically. I want to stop the world from ending, and the only way to do that is to get rid of the parasite on life that is humanity. I know I'm not smart enough or powerful enough to do so, but it's all I want to do. I think about how it would be if this was a story and I was the 'villain' in the context of the story. It wouldn't matter if I was right o...

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